McDonalds

I made a new friend today as I was trying to choose which drink I wanted at McD's. :) She looked at me like I was odd when I couldn't decide between water, tea or a Dr. Pepper. She looked familiar and I did to her as well apparently, but neither could place the other. It was kind of amuzing. I called my dad and told him I realized I thought I was kind of a cool person. How people do you know can walk in to a place trying to get food, and come out having a genuinely good conversation with a complete stranger? I know I don't know many. :)

I am 21 years old. I have a 2 year old son named William, who is the most wonderful thing on this planet!!! I'm married to my high school sweetheart, Michael, for almost 3 years. Its a day at a time process. :chuckle: There are SO many things that I want to accomplish. I want to be a writer, a masseuse, a photographer, a wonderful mom, a great wife, a daughter my parents can be proud of, a loyal employee, an actress (never happen), I want to change someone's life with the words I write, or the photos I take or even if its just the way I live my life. I feel like that is the least I can do for a world that has gone so horribly wrong since the time when my grandparents were my age.

I could listen to them for hours telling me stories about the old days and how life was then. I love reading books, all kinds of books!! Movies, as well, are a weakness of mine. I obsess about them. I'm sure thats not a healthy way to put it, but its true. Action, adventure, comedy, romance, disney.. lol.. I love them all. There are a few (few and far between of course) that I don't care for at all. I think that movies have become more of a ploy to see how many people they can make PUKE than an actual fundamental point. I don't mind a little gore every now and then (if you catch me in the right mood, that would be all I was watching) but when the alien-thing is eating up all the people in the town and there is a baby crying in a car then one of the survivors tries to save him, but fails and throws him up in the air just so he could fall to his death and be eaten.. (Feast 2) I think that is utterly disgusting and morally repulsive!!! How could someone even act in that movie?? The director should be ashamed of himself or herself. I don't care if its just a movie.. Thats a nono in my book.

I have my own issues just like anybody else. :):):) Some more than others. My tangled web of friends and family. Hhmmm.. thats an interesting topic. My best friend is Amanda... She's been my best friend since I was 13. 8 years... thats a LONG damn time!!! I'm pretty sure my parents would've gotten rid of me by then if they had the choice.. lol.. oh wait. Thats a different blog all together. :) We have gone through our ups and downs just like any high school friendship. Her best friend in high school, Jennifer, hahaha, hated me cuz I was sleeping with her step-uncle. (whom she was trying to fool around with) twisted webs we weave. She never really got over that. Oh well. Amanda and I really are best friends. We're practically sisters. She's the Godmother of my son and is genuinely a sweet, honest caring person. I'll finish this later..

Must go home now. .More later..